Yes, but which was worse, an idiot or a coward? Some brave Gryffindor he was. "I didn't want you to see them, so an apology is hardly necessary," he remarked wryly, sipping at his drink, looking away again.
At Remus' question he scoffed quietly. "Why not? Because if we do this, everything changes. Everything. We can't go back. And if--" he cut off the next word, changed it after the briefest of pauses, "--something goes wrong, then what?" He finished off the remaining liquid in his glass in a few large swallows, feeling the burn as it went down his throat, and set it on the floor before running his fingers through his hair, forehead touching his knees. "I'd rather not have you than lose you," he said in a small voice. Although his body strenuously disagreed with those words.
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Date: 2016-08-13 11:48 am (UTC)From:At Remus' question he scoffed quietly. "Why not? Because if we do this, everything changes. Everything. We can't go back. And if--" he cut off the next word, changed it after the briefest of pauses, "--something goes wrong, then what?" He finished off the remaining liquid in his glass in a few large swallows, feeling the burn as it went down his throat, and set it on the floor before running his fingers through his hair, forehead touching his knees. "I'd rather not have you than lose you," he said in a small voice. Although his body strenuously disagreed with those words.